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[22 Jun 2004|02:48pm] |
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heyy... umm nothing really new, lets review the week/weekend...
umm i actually cant remember other then 2 days ago.. a lot of stuff has been happening, sat night we went to Josh's house.. then josh brought me home around 1045...sun i went to Gregs house with manda and kevin.. haha that was cute! :)
last night i was supposed to go to the baseball game with josh and then we were going to meet amanda kev greg and them there but my boss called me in for work, so then i couldnt hang out with them, which i wasnt actually that mad about, so dan and matt came and got me from work around 9 when i was done, and we hung at kevins house, it was actually fun, it was just me kevin dan matt and kyle force,
some things have been going on with me and ryan, and i actually kind of like it, im not expecting nothing, b.c when u expect stuff, the total opposite happens, so im just hoping for the best! :).. like i hate it b.c im like in love with the kid, but yea, thats all i can really say, and i hope u guys get the idea, that i dont want ot be with anyone else but him, but its not going to happen as of right now, maybe in the future if nothing gets in the way..
soo 2day me and amanda get to work at 4, haha i love workin with u girl, haha brad better come in!! :) (brads our hot manager, whos really easy to talk to and seems to know a lot bout me and amanda haha ) soooo then 2nite i think me cait and amanda are goin to jays in the hot tub! *
but im going ill cya later!
and yea amanda ur right we need some more crazy nights!.. lets hope for it fri. OR sun. since kevin will be getting back sat.! haha Love ya!
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wow.. one crazyyyyyyyy night! ahh and a lot of fun!... damn this summer.. is great! :D
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haha well last night was pretty fun.. umm i hung out with caitlin all day.. went home.. took a shower..right when i got out my mom asked me to go to giant and to pick up mel from work.. i told her wat i wanted to do.. so after we did wat she needed my mom dropped me off at action sports.. me and amanda hung there till she was done work at like 900..around 930ish ant and court came and got us.. we went back to gregs house.. and hung out..it was funny too..it was basically me court and amanda and alll the guys.. went home around 1045-11..tyler and greg took me and amanda home.. then i went to bed.. today was supposed to be a good day and of course it got ruined!!!!! of course! god i hate days like this!.. so anyway.. im going to make it work out! me and amanda are determined... well i am as of right now she doesnt know she is yet since i havent talked to her haha omg tell me to shut up NOW.
well im going to go call her.. ill update later to tell u wats goinggg on! cyaaa
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wow. is pne word i can say right now that will make sense. i have been grounded from the computer since march haha.. because of a D on my report card. and then i got caught on it. haha yea u know how those things go. their just so great :/
so yes this summer had offically began BEFORE school ended.. saturday night and day was the best day i will ALWAYS remember. i cant even explain to any of u how much FUN it was!.. ahhh haha and i think it might just be as fun 2nite.. hopefully...so yea summer has began for the late for reality crew.. i love you girls! :)
hmm well lets see.. nothing really new.. as i told u guys b4 me and ryan were done.. were still talking though which is good.. but i have a summer fling comming head first.. and im so excited!..if anyone wants to know bout "him" just ask.. b.c hes so cool and so hot haha
soo 2day amandas comming over with caitlin in like 10 mins. haha yes it is only 1015 in the morning but we just cant live more then 24 hours without eachother.. with nonstop fun lol.
babysitting maddie 2day till 3ish.. going tanning with the girls. then off to our awesome night!
well im out..
<3 Bec*
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as i must say this has NOT been one of the best spring breaks ever!..Tuesday night was fun.. had prac. came home..got a shower..ryan : ) came over..hung out with him for a little.. then amanda came over.. then we walked down to ryan edmunds with James. IT was actually A Lot of fun!.. It was like me amanda james ryan jake zach ryan dustiin pellitier or something gerbs jason mathias ricky and Ryan edmunds cousin Rine.. we hung out there for a little.. then me amanda and cory went to his house b.c he had to get out of his prac. clothes. his house is soooo nice! i Love it!. haha met his mom and dad.. after that we went to wendys..omg it was so much fun there too.. we saw daedra there and we were talking to her. and on the way to wendys we stopped at the getty b.c cory needed gas. and we see jason Z. Justin Klinger and Matt Daly pull up..so we talk to them. tell them were going to Wendys and they said their going to Taco bell.. well they ended up showing up at wendys with us.. AFTER they went to taco bell.. after wendys we went back to ryan edmunds. and i must say me and ryan hit it off that night really well again.. we like have on and off days ..like were together.. then were not.. its weird.. haha but yea anyway..that i must say was the most eventful night of my whole break and it wasnt even THAT awesome..so yea..
Wed. had my game.. we won of course..afterwards i went out with micci caitlin and miccis friend alex.. they were trying to hook me up with him.. but its all good now.. b.c i DO NOT like him AT ALL.. omg he annoyed me for some reason haha.. so yea i dont think he feels anything for me either.. THANK GOD!..yea well i got grounded that night for comming home to late.. so thats why i havent had the best spring break..i wasnt allowed on the phone or computer either.. now if u know me well enough.. ud know i NEED the phone atleast!..i felt like i had no communication to the outside world AT ALL! it was horrible! so yea.. thurs. i was supposed to go prac. and something ended up happening.. which did make my day.. but if anyone wants to know it.. b.c it is pretty eventful then u can ask me and ill tell u haha.. but i also got screamed at for that.. but didnt get in trouble..so borring night thurs.
Fri. i ran some errands with my mom.. babysat from 730-1130.. and made 40 bucks!! got my FIRST paycheck from action sports.. made 36 dollars.. so i made a pretty good profit out of that day.. yea came home.. went to bed.
Saturday..i actually dont remember wat i did..so o well..
Sunday.. EaStEr! woke up at 650.. had to go to church down in Upper Perk with my nana papa and saw my aunt uncle and cousins there too!.. that wasnt bad at all actually.. afterwards we went out to breakfast at the strawberry house.. it was really good.. i ate SOO much i felt like i was gonna throw up.. came home slept for another 2 hours..then went to my grandmas around 3ish..stayed there till 700.. omg i was actually allowed on the phone and comp last night!. i was soo happy.. haha i like talked to everyone.. Amanda Cory Jake Ryan Kevin haha.. oh man.. was i happy.. u dont understand!..soo hmmm went to bed around 11-1130 i guess.. and now i woke up at 900.. and im waiting for amanda to call me back!.. were prob. going to get our nails done today! : ) i dont know which color i want yet.. prob. like pink but i ALWAYS have pink on.. so maybe something diff. this time! like a mood changing one.. hmm i dont know? ull prob. see them on tuesday! i got my game 2day against Pius at Memorial Park.. so that should be good!.. then comming home.. i think i may be hanging out with cory!. so we'll see how it goes!
AHHH its our LAST day of spring break.. i feel like its just beginning haha since i didnt do anything! but now i have to go do some chores b4 i can go out this morning!.. so ill talk to u later!
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I wish I knew how to explain myself to you, the fact that I never know what to do means.. its important to me, I always knew what I wanted till I met you, just know I'm not going anywhere soon... the only thing I know that is right, true, and never changing is that I love you and thats all you need to realize for everything else to fall into place...
dont you wish love could just happen this way, people realizing how much you care for them, and when they do realize it, it all falls into place.. <-- wow, life seems so easy in like three words like "Fall into Place"..
hmm i havent updated in like forever!.. i dont even kno wat to say really, softballs going good! had one game, our game yesterday got postponed b.c of the weather. 2morrow i have a game against LC, THANK GOD its not away! since its friday :DDDD
So friday night, game, then hopefully going to the movies! : ) with Me COry, JAmi, Ryan, Eric, and AManda!. if it works out!.. Saturday.. Morning practice of course! .. Saturday im not sure wat im doin now. PLans kind of got cancelled.. so im not sure.. on Sunday i REALLY wanna go to Shady Maple! so im like beggin my mom to take me and mel! : ) !!! haha thats bout it for the updates.. i found this quote in a book, its so me..
The stars in a hazy heaven, Trembling above me, danced when he promised always to l o v e me. The day came through away i flew, but on my lips he left a k i s s. All my Life i dream of this.
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well since its sunday already.. this weekend us pretty awesome i must say!.. hope everyone had as good as i PRETTY much did.
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yea well last night i played cards with the guys and amanda was with me.. yes one of those guys was Ryan.. i dont like this feeling at all.. knowing hes not mine anymore.. its just to weird..its def. going to take sometime to get over him.. but in that time im going to have to distract myself from him with everything else.. i feel so weak :/
overall it was a good night! :)
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word of advice for the day like courtney.. NEVER get serious with a guy.. u always end up getting hurt :(
yea from that ryan broke up with me.. and i think its for good.. its sad.. but u know wat.. i feel FREE!.. it feels good to think i can go and flirt with guys and not think oh is ryan watching me or is ryan going to find out.. or the opposite.. the guy thinking oh is ryan going to find out and say something to me.. u know? im sad but then im happy.. he didnt treat me very good around people sometimes.. and like i know im one of his 1st girlfriends that actually stood up for myself.. when he would yell at me.. but im happy.. i think i truley am!.. it may not feel it. but i know itll come to me sooner or later..!
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My Outlook on Summer right now..
I'd better get up..I can already smell the bacon thats ready to start the day with its morning smell. And the early tides that are pounding the shore outside my window.
As i am driving off the highway onto Oceanpoint View, i could almost feel the sand under my feet. Wouldnt it be great to have miles and miles of sandbox to play in? or think of having a swimming pool as big as the ocean?
I wouldnt ever lack something to do, even just sitting and listening to the slurping and shushing of the tides would be so soothing. Or hearing the sound of seagulls battering ovr a fish lunch. All the people on the boardwalk with the rides and shops plus the boardwalk fries that you crave for lunch everyday. Yep i could take it. I could sure take it easily.
Damn i cant wait till Summer! : )
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wow is the big word about my weekend! BY FAR..
Thursday...Ryan came over.. That was fun : )
Friday...Went on my trip with Mr. Bannister, Rachel, Megan, and Michelle. haha that was SOOO much funn!!... came home.. went to this place with my mom for like 10 mins. went to Amandas.. Went to the movies with Ryan and Matt.. after the movies we went down to Parma Pizza and CVS.. that was fun.. went home got online then went to bed..
Saturday..Woke up around 830.. went to softball practice.. went to work until 430 (10-430).. went to amandas afterwards.. around 630 amandas dad took us to matts/ Ryan michaels.. at 1st we were heading up ryans LONGGGGGGG driveway.. it was dark at the house so we went down to matts.. omg me and amanda were cutting through this persons side yard.. it was dark.. so we couldnt see anything.. as we were going.. we completely FELL off this wall..(if you know wat type of wall im talking bout its like a decorated wall to prevent having a hill in ur yard or something) well we completely fell.. it was an estimated length of atleast 6 steps.. haha well i like scraped up my ankle and knee.. amandas purse like flew so far.. i couldnt stop laughing.. u had to see it.. and if u know me and amanda well.. it was funny with us two!.. haha so anyway then we went into matts from his back porch and amandas sandal got caught in the mudd and she pulled on me b.c i kept walking and pulled my hair and i almost fell.. wow wat a night.. then we ordered food hung out and matt took us home at like 11ish..got online and talked to ryan again on the phone when i got to amandas for like 30 mins. went to bed..
Sunday.. Woke up at 930-945.. ate breakfast came home at like 1100.. did nothing all day so decided to update!!.. hope everyone had just as good as a weekend as i did!.. and now we have only a 3 DAY WEEK!!! : ) !!!!
cya guys!
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haha i actually do have a BRIGHT neon shirt!
so anyway a little update for u guys..
last friday.. i stayed in.. nicole had slept over.. me and ryan werent doing very well that friday he almost broke up with me b.c i pick little fights and stuff with him and like controling wat he does.. ( an example would be.. the one night (thursday) he wanted to go play poker and i said no b.c i wanted him to hang out with me.. so yea he didnt end up playing poker or calling me b.c he was so mad.. and he couldnt take it anymore.. he said he was going to need a break to get his thoughts straightened.. but we made it through and didnt end up breaking up.. that night i hung out with nicole and he hung out with Josh Moyer.. i couldnt go to sleep that night so i had stayed up till about 12.. and he got online.. he imed me.. and i was like to him "so have you thought about us tonight?" and he had said "yea and ive cool off a lot and everything is going to be okay" i was SOOOO happy u dont understand! :D...soo then we were cooL!
Saturday<- - i had went to hannahs basketball game.. worked at action sports with Nicole.. each made 20 bucks..right after that we dropped nicole off around 3.. went to amandas.. we were SUPPOSED to go to matts.. but that didnt work out b.c he was grounded.. so we ended up hanging with Cory Land.. Eric Kisthart.. we stopped by Jimmys.. we went to Dunkin Donuts and Wendys.. Cory was sooo happy to see Wendys that he turned toooo soon and turned right into Sunnybrook.. it was the funniest thing though.. haha amanda. great night! : )
Sunday <- - I came home from Amandas.. did some chores and Homework..Went to Ryans later that night for about 2 hours... it was awesome to be with him again.. like when we dont hang out we like get into little fights which isnt good..
Monday<- - Practice for Softball from 6-8.. Tuesday<- - Softall from 6-9 ..Wednesday< - - Prac. from 6-8..Thurs.<- -prac. from 3-515.. and hopefully going to see Ryan 2nite!.. we'll see how that happens!.. and i think thats bout it..
My weekend comming : ) <- ->
Friday..Im going on a trip with mr. B. rachel megan and michelle from like 630-330.. comming home.. prob. having prac. at 6.. but i HOPE NOT!!.. but it will happen just because it likes to make me mad : ( planning on going to the movies to see "The Passion" with Ryan Matt and Amanda : )
Saturday..Softball Prac. at 9 till 10 b.c then i have to go work at action again!. make some more money!!.. haha then after that i think i might be going to Amandas again... and sleeping over.. b.c were going to matts to hang out since last weekend we couldnt.. so hopefully it works out..
Sunday i have NOO idea yet..
but thats bout it.. so im going cya! : )
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the most frustrating thing has happened as of right now.. something has happened and all i know i can do is say sorry and hope the best comes out for me.. i know i have to prove to this someone that i can be better in this way that is bothering them..
thanks amanda soo much !!.. i love you best friend! : )
your empty promises just make me want to hold your hand tighter..
How Beccas feeling= Confused-->Curious-->Determined-->Frustrated
cya guys!
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just a little update i guess...hmmm got a 100 % on my french quiz!.. very happy bout that : )
well my dads in philly 2nite for work.. comming home around 8.. had to make dinner for maddie and mel.. and hannah went to soccer practice.. ryan has ACA 2morrow : ( wont be able to see him!.. but itll just make me look forward for him at the end of the day.. maybe ill go down during homeroom to talk to him b4..
nothing else really to say.. this weekend hopefully.. hanging out with ryan matt and amanda on friday if ryans not in trouble by his mom and dad anymore.. and saturday i want to see the passion!. so well see how it all goes. then sunday will prob. be a resting day! : ) soo thats it kids.. ill talk to u later!.. about to go watch the rest of full house take a shower.. watch 2 hours of 7th heaven then talk to my sweetie <3 b4 i go to bed!
cya!
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Much better day then i thought it would be! : )
a few good things from 2day..
- Spring in 20 days!
- got to see Ryan!
- Went for a nice walk
- 60 degrees outside
- Ryan took me out to breakfast! : )
- Having Ribs tonight for dinner
- Went to church for the 1st time in forever.. and it felt good to go
i hope everyone else had just as good of a day as i did!
now 2morrow is monday.. AGAIN..but its March 1st which is AWESOME!!.. the winter months are OVER!.. i cant believe how nice it really was today.. i went for a walk.. with no jacket haha..
yea so i went to church this morning at about 9:50.. got home around 11:00.. called ryan since he did call me back.. Trevor took us at about 12:00... i was upset b.c i thought i wasnt going to get any breakfast food since it was 12 already... but they asked us if we wanted breakfast or lunch.. so i got french toast and Ryan got Waffles.. well he ate his Waffles and mine..i was soo stuffed after like 6 bites.. so he ate it.. he payed for me of course haha amanda. we then went up to DQ.. and he got a blizzard.. yes even after all he ate for breakfast.. so then i came home around 130.. went for a walk.. saw corey and them at the high school playing bball.. came home around 430-445.. my neighbor got me on the way home .. thank god .. i was kind of tired.. and hmm now im here .. my dads making ribs for dinner.. and hannah has her game 2nite.. that maybe ill go too!.. and thats bout it.. cya guys!
all i know is that i am so thankful for everybody.. my family.. Friends.. and Boyfriend!.. i dont know i had to add that to tell u guys i love you!
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i wish this weekend would be as good as i hoped it to be!
i just tried to call ryan and he didnt answer.. he said he thought his dad would let him out 2nite.. but i seriously doubt it.. so yea last night.. dan and matt picked me and amanda up from her house around 730ish.. we went to caitlins house then.. ordered some food.. they watched Cabin Fever.. that movie makes me sick.. so i went in and talked to ryan online since he wasnt allowed to go out.. soo the people that were at caitlins were.. me, amanda, matt, ryan michaels, and dan. Around 930ish.. James, Joe, Pat, Jay, Ricky, Matt, and Justin Klinger came by and hung out with us.. it was actually ALOT of fun!.. i miss hanging with those guys all the time!.. i slept over caitlins then.. my mom picked me up around 1030..i called ryan.. woke him up.. but he sounded so cute all tired haha.. he was like why u wake me up.. like a little baby.. and i was like Morning Sunshine! so then the rest of the day i kind of relaxed.. and i guess im going to be relaxing 2nite.. since ryan cant hang out!.. going to be having dinner soon.. Hannahs friend lauren is sleeping here.. joy joy.. now im going to watch some more TV.. and try ry..
Love you guys!
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havent updated in awhile..
yea this whole prom thing IS depressing.. haha .. most of you know the story.. but i dont think i would like to tell it again to the ones that dont.. so sorry..
Friday.. well if it all works out it should be an </b>AWESOME night!.. i can not wait!
wow this week has flown by soo fast.. its weird but very good
softball practices have been kicking up a notch.. im supposed to have practice saturday from 9-12.. but my dad wants me to work down at action sports to make some money.. hmm which one should i choose?
i dont have very much to say.. so im going to watch Full house! hopefully dinner will be ready.. i just took an hour and a half nap.. man im hungry :)
cya <3
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